1 Little of Tears

I wont be impatient
I won’t be greedy
I won’t be give up
Because everyone takes things step by step

I’m not the only one in pain
Not having other people understand
Not understanding others
Both of those are awful

My life is like a blossoming flower
From the start of my youth
I want to have no regret and treasure it

Mother,
In my heart
There always exist the mother that believes in me
From now this point forward, I leave it to you
I’m sorry for always making you worry

This disease, why did it choose me?
Fate. It can’t be put in words
You really can’t make people accept it

I want to make time machine to go back to the past
If it wasn’t for this disease,
Maybe I could have succeeded in love
I want to be hugged tightly by someone
I really want to be

I already don’t want to say that I want to go back in that day
I want to accept the me right now
And live on
Even though I will also be hurt by those heartless glances,
But also, I understand that at the same time gentle glances exist
Even though it’s like this I still want to be here
Because here is, the place that I exist

What’s wrong with falling down?
Because as long as I stand up again it’ll be just fine
If you look up at the sky after falling down
The blue sky is also today, stretching limitlessly and smiles at me
People shouldn’t dwell in the past
It’s enough to try your best in all that you’re doing now



Mother,
Will I be able to get married?

Thank you..

Ikite
Zutto ikite..